Madness

Dancing across the room, while the house is on fire

Holding the yellow balloon with your tears leaking disaster.

I see you, I see you through my rose colored glasses

"Would you come join the party soon?"

And we’ll dance dance dance till the walls come tumbling down.

To the sinking floor.

 

Madness steeps through me like the tea in the ballroom.

Sipping sweet memories with blood tears and mourning songs.

We stand naked to each other,

Odd bodies are familiarly soft.

Dance in rhythm my dear,

The time is never forgiving.

I want you, I want you,

Come join me in my bed

Then we’ll dance in my bed,

The love will burns us instead.

The Party

I was so excited to bring you closer into my life,

Then I saw your heart,

I heard your voice...

I felt your spirit.

 

I knew instantly that you could never be welcomed there.

You carry such fear, anger and hate on anything different than you.

You appeared so warm and welcoming but you are so cold.

I understood that sending you an invitation to my life would be nothing but an opportunity,

For you to destroy me and make me less of a person. 

Experience

I deserve more.

More than warm afternoons and moon lit evenings.

I deserve more than windy kisses that runs across my back.

And sweet lingers of flavors that clings to my hands and lips.

I deserve more than vivid art, painted across my body,

And sanctuaries of light flowing over my crown and form.

I deserve to experience love and nothing but it.

It is the only things that makes me want to live and to continue living.

Becoming Ocean

Great civilizations, standing grand and tall.

High above the clouds.

Watch it submerges to the ground, for its foundation can no longer hold its lies and secrets in place. 

A ticking time bomb of polluting death. Cascading the skies over the free land with poisonous air and voices that places dominion over human life.

Eventually we will be part of the great tomb of the waters.